A book of poems « Thread Started on Dec 2, 2005, 7:22am »
Crystal Tear Drops
I saw you waiting. I saw your denial. You were feeling emotions- Long forgot.
I watched you sit there- And argue with yourself. You wanted to ban those emotions- That were long forgot.
You cried crystal tear drops. They streamed down your face. Like flowing rivers, Running all over the place.
You saw me And snarled. How dare I, A human woman Watch you cry.
You lash out with your katana- And swing at full strength. “No!” I holler To your face.
You wouldn’t have it. You wouldn’t let me see- Those tears threatening to come out- In another full stream.
You cried crystal tear drops. They streamed down your face. Like flowing rivers, Running all over the place.
You fell on the ground. Dirt filled your face. And you cried crystal tear drops- They flowed like waterfalls- Down your face.
I knelt beside you- And held you tight. I could not just let you sit there And cry through the night.
You were so confused. Nobody ever seemed to care. Nobody ever seemed to want you. They would have just left you there.
So with a sigh of defeat- And a sense of contentment- You drifted to sleep- And enjoyed the turn of events.
No longer do you cry crystal tear drops. No longer do they stream down your face. Like flowing rivers- All over the place.
Heart of the Beast
The heart of the beast The strength of the Phoenix The wisdom and majesty of the Dragon
To all these you hold a grudge For even with them you were not strong enough
Do not fret little one For you saved those that you love
Physically you feel weak Yet mentally you are stable Emotionally you are strong
So get up O rider On your feet While your foes cower before your almighty glow
Learn to be patient Instead of hasty
Learn to listen Instead of speaking
And remember my words For they will guide you
Remember my words For they can comfort you
And always remember This is not about you It’s about them
You’re fighting for them Little One For their future
Stranded
I sit here stranded- I wait for you. Half my life I’ve waited But no more
You’ve always fought Because you’re angry WELL, GO ON FIGHTING THEN It’s time that I got what I want
I loved you- I was there for you- I dried your tears- I cared for you-
I’ve tried, Lord knows I’ve tried. To get you To come around For years.
You were never there, though Even when you were You weren’t really You weren’t there For me
I sit here stranded Getting up And moving on
Wanting You
Even though I said never again. Even though I said it wouldn’t happen. It’s happening again.
I’m missing you- I’m wanting you- I’m needing you- I want you now.
I know it tore you apart To hear me say “I’m leaving”. I know it broke you inside. But still…
I’m missing you- I’m wanting you- I’m needing you- I want you now.
I want to feel the warmth of your arms. I want to feel your breath on my skin. I want to be embraced by your love.
It’s happening again. I’m falling for you again. I want to love you forever. Again.
Wanting You rewritten
Even though I said never again. Even though I said it wouldn’t happen. It’s happening again.
I’m missing you- I’m wanting you- I’m needing you- I want you now.
I know it tore you apart To hear me say “I’m leaving”. I know it broke you inside. But still…
I’m missing you- I’m wanting you- I’m needing you- I want you now.
I want to feel the warmth of your arms. I want you to be there- I want you to be the to dry my tears.
It’s happening again. I’m falling for you again. I want to love you forever. Again.
Unable To Insert Words
I’m looking for a way to tell you- But, I’m unable to insert words. I’ve been looking to express things to you- But, I’m unable to insert words.
I look at you. You look away
There’s so much I need to say- But, I’m unable to insert words. There’s so much we need to admit- But, I’m unable to insert words.
You look at me. I look away.
Why should I fight the threads of destiny? I can’t insert the words. Yet, I know the feelings that I’m having. But…I just can’t insert the words.
What should I do? I don’t know.
I want to tell you the truth. I feel so strange around you. When you look at me the rest of the world is nothing but a blur. And yet, now, I'm able to insert words.